New Beginnings

New year - new beginning!?
How often have you started over? I tell you, I´m so tired of it. Ends and new beginnings. Moving to a new city: experience, exploration, new love life, etc. YAY! ---- NO!!!!
The old year was tough, but I felt good by the end of it. Had built up my life as a SUP yoga teacher and my jobs as a photographer are increasing, slowly, but surely (and still hopefully). And then, I felt so good when following my intuition to adopt a new dog. I felt so happy and so in love. And then, BAM, I´m out on the street again, yes, literally. This is how my life goes...
Sometimes I think that life could be so much easier, if I could care less, if I would love less, if I would feel less. And maybe it´s true that what I´m working on all my life, is to do everything "a little less". Someone reminded me that the words "fully" or "totally" are extremes. I had to learn by hard, that to "work a little less" is the way you can actually live a life. It seems that I am still working on the parts "feel a little less" and "love a little less". Well, that sounds like a shift in consciousness and a new beginning now anyways.. oh f.. it...